Reflect.. It's me, who is alone.


Meanwhile, i realized.. i'm just like at the middle of this video. I wonder if i can end up like the last part of this video. 




Deep inside, i'm just so sure there will be no such happy ending. For me.



Reflect-Hatsune Miku

The ugly you in my mirror
I wonder when you will be allowed
You were already so used to being alone
Your connection to everyone was distant

The ugly you in my mirror
I wonder when you will be allowed
Saying “I do not need happiness”
All the rights were abandoned

The ugly you in my mirror
I wonder when you will be allowed
Saying “I do not have courage to die”
All the responsibility was accepted

While saying I want to die
I’m still living this way
By living, you are hurting someone

You, who are loved by no one
You, who appeal to no one is-
that’s right,
 -alone

While screaming with a big voice
You lost the sound of you heartbeat
Even still,
It did not
Reach anyone’s ears

While letting out a sigh
You forgot the way of your breathing
Even still,
It did not
Reach anyone’s ears

The ugly you in my mirror
I wonder when you will be allowed
You don’t want to be avoided so
Even you abandoned your own self

The ugly you in my mirror
I wonder when you will be allowed
You’ll never be loved so
Even you accepted your own self

I don’t need anyone, I am tough
I still cry, far and beyond
You are living, but nobody notices

You, who can beloved by no one
You, who can be appealed to no one is-
that’s right,
-alone

While the dazzling light grows dark
You forgot the way of your own outline
Even still,
It did not
Stop at anyone’s eyes

You beat up the dirty mirror
Because meeting me was a horrible thing
Even still
It did not
Stop at anyone’s eyes

As always, it was a rainy night
And I walked without putting my umbrella
From fear that the houses boarder will leak numbers in warm light

At the bottom of the streetlamps light
The puddle reflects light
There was an obvious reflection there
It was you, It was me
That’s right
I was alone

I was hearing nothing because my ears were blocked
I checked the sound of my heartbeat
I see now
Why it won’t
Reach anyone’s ears

I noticed that I had actually been breathing
I had only been holding a big breath
I see now
Why it won’t
Reach anyone’s ears

I opened my blinded eyes
And I saw my ugly figure
I see now
Why I had never
Harmonized with anyone’s eyes

I collected broken pieces
And I faced you for the first time
I see now
Why I had never
Harmonized with anyone’s eyes

I see now
I was….alone