Di kampus induk itu

Cerita pahitku
Mengheret ku ke lembah pengasingan ,
Gelincir hatiku
Tersesat ku di negri pelarian ,
Melayang dadaku
Terhempas ku di tanjung pengakhiran ,
Topeng senyumku
Penafian ku di tiap pertemuan .

Kerna ,
Hidupku, bukanlah lagi sinar sang mentari
Hatiku, tak siapa sedar sudah pun malam
Jariku, bukanlah lagi jari yang menari
Jiwaku, tak siapa sedar sudah pun padam .

Namun,
Di kampus induk itu ,
Di dewan padat itu ,
Di baris tepi itu ,
Di hujung tangga itu ,
Ditanggal topeng itu.

Teguran salammu
Terpautku di jaring persahabatan ,
Sinaran bulanmu
Terdongak ku ke langit kenyataan ,
Tanpa sadarmu
Memikul ku ke teluk permulaan ,
Wajah senyihmu
Penafsiran ku di tiap pertemuan .

Kerna ,
Hidupku, bukanlah lagi bayang sang mentari
Hatiku, tak pernah pun sedar bebintang malam
Jantungku, menjadi degup jantung yang berlari
Jiwaku, yang akhirnya sedar indahnya malam


Di kampus induk ini ,
Di dewan padat ini ,
Di baris tepi ini ,
Di hujung tangga ini ,
Dicabut topeng ini.

Flashing Light

There is beautiful moon
There are pretty stars
But I chose the wrong location
Now my eyes only getting hurt
by flashing light of street lamps
Aahh I should move now

There is beautiful girl
There are pretty words
But I chose the wrong relation
Now my heart only getting hurt
by flashing back all those times
Aahh I should move on

Hyouka - I scream (2014)

"It's alright" "I'm fine"
The words come out so lightly,
I wonder, when will you be honest?
Being honest hurts?
All your own feelings were abandoned.

"I don't need anyone, I can still be happy"
"I don't need anyone, I am tough"
You still cry., far and beyond.

Of course you want to shout,
"Understand me" "Help me" "Find me"
I wonder why your voice had never
harmonized in anyone's ears.

As you lie the meaning of your unspoken words,
You never have guts to face me
Remembering me is a horrible thing , you said.

I wonder, when will you face me again?
Right, you're afraid to see me,
Once ago,
You used to be like me,
Screaming , crying , shouting ,
Even still,
It did not reach anyone's ears,
It never stop at anyone's eyes.

That's right,
That's the reason why I was abandoned here,
I wonder when will you stop lying,
I wonder when will you face me again,
I wonder when can we stop believing that :
  "No one ever understand me"

Furious Rain

Dark Cloud...
You stood still ,
Because you cannot step forward
A Furious Rain ,
Without mercy challenging you with their shooting bullets

Disappointed...
You cry again ,
As the water in clogged drain start to flow
You're wondering ,
Would these feeling goes away as these tears flow away

Afraid...
You can't move ,
Because you know what fall is like
A Fallen Warrior ,
Once was down after being shot by thousand of arrows

But hey, everybody afraid of their unseen future
But hey, because of that, the more reasons to look forward

Umbrella...
Hold it firm ,
Surely won't stop the furious rain
But with it ,
You can face forward in rainy day without being wet

Confident...
Wear it out ,
Surely won't bring you the success
But with it ,
You will have strength to face any challenges fired on you